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Thursday, August 5, 2010

Please eat little Gabe

My heart is breaking into a million pieces. It has been a month since Gabe started refusing solid foods. He has lost just over six pounds and continues to restrict his diet to mostly yogurt and pediasure. He has eaten a few bites of ice cream here and there, but nothing worthy of counting as calories. Gabriel had an endoscopy done the other day. I was really praying it was a medical issue that could easily be fixed and I would have my little guy back again. It turns out his esophogus is 100% normal. I know I should be happy. And really I am. But fixing the "autism" feeding issue is so much more difficult. Gabe now has to go to a feeding clinic where a therapist will teach him how to eat solid food. I haven't slept in days. All in do is worry about my precious little guy and how hungry and sad he must be. Even Gabe's behavior is different. He screams in my face and cries at the drop of a hat. I want my sweet lite autie back. I pray every night for him. Please eat little Gabe.